Long ago, a Frenchman incurred the displeasure of the emperor Napoleon. He was thrown into a dungeon, forsaken by his friends, and forgotten by everyone in the outside world. In loneliness and near despair he scratched on the wall of his cell, “Nobody cares.”
So many forces in today’s world want us to reach the same conclusion, to think that we don’t really matter, at least not very much. But these forces are craftier than Napoleon. Instead of locking us in a literal dungeon, they scorn us indirectly. They tell us, for example, that our looks, bank account, career, clothes, résumé, talents, and self-esteem are most important. In short, they put the spotlight on all kinds of different things about us, but they ignore us. By overvaluing those good things, we end up undervaluing the most important thing, our very self that resides beneath. When that happens, we also start to undervalue other persons.
This is the root of today’s cultural campaign against human dignity. Something people can have>, like health, is given more importance than what people are – so we are willing to dispose of people, starting with human embryos, in order to use their stem cells to search for cures for diseases. And when health begins to wane, assisted suicide is offered as a “medical treatment” to terminate life (in several countries and U.S. states)…
Jesus taught that what matters most is, precisely, ourselves – our personhood, body and soul: A leper now came up and bowed low in front of him. “Sir,” he said “if you want to, you can cure me.” Jesus stretched out his hand, touched him and said, “Of course I want to! Be cured!” And his leprosy was cured at once (Matthew 8:1-3).
Jesus could have cured the leper with a word or a wave of his hand. Lepers were excluded from society and left to die a slow, painful, humiliating death… And yet, this leper approached Jesus. The leper must have sensed that Jesus would not be repulsed by his disgusting disease, that he would see the person beneath the putrefaction. And he was right. Jesus not only smiled and healed him, but he actually reached out and touched him – something no one else would do. That touch made all the difference. It restored his health, his status in the community, and, most of all, it restored his dignity. The leper knew then that someone did care about him, that he mattered.
The subtle lies of today’s culture of death are a plague of spiritual leprosy, reducing the value of human persons to some arbitrary standard that changes like fashions. They make us think that we truly are, underneath it all, lepers. But Jesus is nearby, waiting for us to approach him and ask for a cure. He touches us still, if we let him, especially in the Sacrament of Reconciliation and the Eucharist. To the world around us, what matters is what we possess, but to the Lord, we matter because we are his beloved children, created in his image, for whom he died, and with whom he wants to live forever in heaven.
Discovering how much we matter frees us from the slow death of spiritual leprosy. It also shows us how to live. As St Paul put it, “You should befriend each other, then, as Christ has befriended you” (Romans 15:7). This is the game plan of all the saints.
You matter. That’s why Christ came into your life, cleaned your soul, and lit the lamp of faith in your heart. If ever the lamp goes out, he is always there to light it again. And while it shines, it should inspire us to roll back the dark lies of the culture of death and spread the light of Christ’s love to everyone, because they matter.
Even Napoleon’s prisoner discovered this. One day a green shoot came up through the cracks in the stones on the dungeon’s floor. It began to reach up toward the light in the tiny window at the top of the cell. It grew slowly until at last it became a plant with a deep blue flower. As the petals opened in full blossom, the solitary captive crossed out the words previously written on the wall. “God cares,” he scratched instead.
By Rev. John Bartunek, LC, STL